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Stories and training. Christian Payne writes, consults & runs multimedia workshops

An Ultra Sound Day

This morning we saw our little baby for the first time.

On a square screen in a darkened room we looked upon the surreal sight of a grainy monochrome child wriggling in ultrasound.

Nothing has been real until this moment. Now I can safely say, We are having a baby.

On entering the room, I was full of questions about the high tech kit. As soon as the screen flickered to life I was stuck dumb.

Smiling and staring, staring and wondering what this little child is and what it will become.

In these last few years online, keeping a portion of my private life private has been relatively easy. My Wife Jess works long hours and I am left working from home, creating social media mayhem whilst at the same time doing my best to protect her from any of my internet shenanigans.

I feel that pretty soon, we are to experience a convergence..

Watch this space…

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  3. Isn’t that amazing that technology is now allowing our men to experience the miracle of life as early as we do? (or at least nearly because it will always be, well, kindof different, but still).

    Thanks for sharing.

    My thoughts to this beginning life, may it be protected by the love that carries miracles to the skies.

  4. Congratulayyyyyyyyyyytions to both of you, well, all three of you (four including le pooch!). Here’s to happy Documental-families, and tell Jess we’ll be gentle with her… xx

  7. Thank You Critter and Laura. Jess is asleep right now but i will pass on your regards in the morning.

    I will be asleep pretty soon too. It has been a day like no other and I feel like i have to get my head round some pretty big realisations.. 🙂

  8. so many congrats. the way you already so tenderly talk about this still-tiny life makes it totally clear that you’ll be an amazing daddy. i think i once sent you my favorite lullabies…perhaps they’ll come in useful.

  10. Saw people congratulating you on twitter and came to investigate. Oh my goodness, Documentally is going to be a Dad??? That is one lucky kid. Best wishes to you Doc!

  14. Babies were much on my mind today. I kept seeing them all over, seems we’ve had a baby boom in NYC. How perfect it is to come home and find your news. Gives me feelings of wonder and awe. I am so happy for you Christian. As for the coming convergence, I bet Jess will be loved just as much as you are.

  16. WHAT DID YOU DOOOO? Your poor wife. Instead of just you, she’ll now have to deal with TWO children running around the house. 😉

    Congrats, buddy!

  18. The ultimate gadget from what I hear and one with a lifetime of add one. But do try and restrain yourself from live streaming the unboxing!

    All the best to Jess and baby 🙂

  20. Wow – congratulations to the two of you.

    Will the baby learn about photography, video cameras or the web first?

  21. Well for reasons which in quite a few months will be quite apparent to you Im catching up with your blog a little later than most!

    Christian, Wife and early Bump a huge big congratulations to you all.

    I suppose I should call you up and taunt One of Us , One of Us but that might leave Sizemore feeling a little unhinged for the next few months.

    Just remember this is not something you can go around convincing all your other friends to try out !

    Now that said and done another big congratulations to you both for having successful reproductive sex and then telling us all about it .

    Love and best wishes to you all.

  26. Congratulations to you both. It will be a blast. Mine are 28 and 20 and each has aged me about a thousand years – thus the fetching greyness of the not yet fallen out hairs. But worth it.
    Not often I envy the unborn, but this sproghas a Dad-in-waiting that will make her/his life a great adventure. And a Mum that must be equally adventurous (not to mention saintly) to have put up with you 🙂
    Enjoy!

  31. Flippen heck! I never know you were married. You did a good job keeping that quite when making tons of videos.

    Congratulations to both of you and best of luck.

  34. very very cool. Keeping secrets is tough. Looking forward to following your journey. Now you get to be one of those bloggers who used to be interesting and now just puts up pictures of nappies and broken kids toys :p

    So great to see you on Friday. Missed you a lot in Helsinki.

  40. ZOMG it’s wearing a Documentally T shirt – sheesh!!

    i hope you have bought it a domain name already.

    CONGRATs to you and Jess and all my love

    :0)

  41. Woo Hoo! Congratulations Christian, to you, Jess and your impending bundle of joy. Woo Hoo!

    Great news. Heady times indeed.

    All my best wishes, Derek

  43. Congratulations, I am chuffed for you. Money can’t buy the feeling that one grainy image can give you.

    My little boy was one last week and all I can say is it gets even better.

  45. aww =)
    all the best !!
    *crossing my fingers* that it all goes well for your wife and the kid.
    Let us know when we can send virtual greeting cards for the birth of little junior :D.
    Great father he/she has!

    again, ALL the best,
    traumcave

  46. humm , interesting not so many have brought through words of wisdom, to do’s and not to do’s.
    Well, As a your Brother , and a Father of three ( Father- wow makes me feel old ) , I would like to wish you publicly all the best. Your world will never be the same again, there will be times of tears and joy. Love and laughter. For richer for poorer.
    Just last night I was up all night with Julia, and today I have felt utterly drained. But one things for sure; I wouldn’t have it any other way! ..
    Looking forward to becoming an inspirational rock star of an Uncle to your beautiful child.

  47. congratulations, life will never be the same. In the best possible way.

    And props to you for keeping you private life private. Not easy I’m sure.

    peace brother

  49. When you told me that your wife was pregnant, i tried to visualise how much your life would change… Then I remembered how much my life altered when my little boy was born.
    We tried for 10+ years to have a child, we had almost given up hope of ever being a mummy or a daddy.. Then a miracle, my wife missed her period(she NEVER missed her period), I remember the time exactly and always will…
    I was working at a Take-away in the town at the time, she called me whilst I was on a delivery, it was 7pm and she was round her friends house. She said to me ” Lee, i need to tell you something” ok i said, shoot.. ” I have done 6 pregnancy tests and I am definitely pregnant!”
    I will always remember that moment along with the 9 months of pregnancy that followed. The the moment came, the moment I had waited for since I was a young man – I was about to meet my child, my son……
    He was born by caesarian section at 18:13 on October 13th 2004, his little stained body emerging from my wife’s tummy into this worl and screaming his head off!!
    No, nothing would ever be the same… Its different….
    But so so good…

    Congratulations Christian & Jess, I wish you all the very best in this exciting journey.

    Lee

  50. Congratulations to all three of you! I still have a copy of the scan of my daughter taken 12 years ago. It still chokes me up and fills me with wonder at the adventure we have had since then. Over a year you have experienced the full cycle from your mother’s death to her granddaughter’s arrival. I was very moved by the blog about your mum and Melanie.
    All the best, Mate,
    John

  51. Lord, may it be Your will to speed up deliverance of mother2be, please strengthen her body and her courage. Spare her from all dangers of giving birth and lighten the pains.

    Please protect the child so that the baby comes full of life and vigor. May hapiness becomes this family’s share and may this child become joy and pride for his parents.

    Please accept my prayers for my friend and for her child. Watch them both as You hold life in Your power, please deliver the mother speedily, amen.